Текст песни Heavy Hearts - TUNDRAMANE

Quicker than a thunderbolt the cold rolls in
And the birds dont sing in the winter
Its a mystery to me
Why I could never just sleep
Without having bad dreams
Im just sensitive it seems
Its a long running theme
Cut and run from everything
Try to find my self worth
Never smile in my pictures
Im too honest when it hurts
Heavy in the heart until it fuckin bursts
Try to toughen up my shell
Until Im buried in the fuckin dirt
Sometimes I wish I was never born onto the earth
But I do not want to give away the memories and mirth
Fighting tooth and nail through out my life
Until Im in a hearse
Growing older like a photo
But I will not fade in color no
Never lack in love
I keep my head just right above
Just hold my hand and pull me over
Change my luck its like a clover
I can feel it gettin closer
And my struggles not in vain
Close the wound and watch it rain
Wash away the years of pain
Pack away these years of pain