Текст песни When Did I Becxme Sx Numb? - TXYLXR

There are days when I feel paralysed
'Cause I can't feel anything anymore
Most days I'm just numb to the core
Those days, there ain't much to live for
That's why living be feeling like a chore
I know I've said all this before
Album number one, track number four
Now when it rains, it fucking pours

So tell me, when did I become so numb?
I know I'm young and I am dumb
At this age I'm meant to be out there having fun
But this world has got my head spun
How the fuck do you let your kid have such easy access to a gun?
At this point, I think I am done

I said that I am done
But from my problems, I can't run
Sometimes life feels like there's no sun
And all my problems weigh a tonne
I can't just drown them out with my fingers in my ears like la-la-la
Like la-la-la
Like la-la-la
Like la-la-la
Take my fingers out my ears
Gotta turn 'round and face all my fears
My demons pushed me off the pier
And now I'm drowning in my tears
Still at that sad shit after all these years
I feel like I scream for help but no one hears
Or maybe no one cares
Until I'm dead and they'll be sending their thoughts and prayers

So tell me, when did I become so numb?
I know I'm young and I am dumb
At this age I'm meant to be out there having fun
But this world has got my head spun
How the fuck do you let your kid have such easy access to a gun?
At this point, I think I am done