Текст песни Drug$ II - Taz

Blunt to my lips as I take a first hit,
Lookin for spare change just to pay for this
Shit but no matter what I do these thoughts remain.
I get high when I feel pain cause I think it helps my senses more
Aware more up and restless but I just yelled at my
Mom is it drugs or a broken heart why I'm reckless?
I came to terms with the fact that I guess I never recovered
From the heartbreak, pain and misery that came with last summer,
I can't tell the difference between nightmares and desires
I close my eyes and reminisce I see death and feel inspired
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us
I'm not bitter anymore because I know that what we have is real and
If in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new
Lives, I'll smile at you in joy and
Remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees.
The best love is the kind that awakens the soul,
That makes us reach for more,
That plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds
And that's what you've given me, and what I hope to give to you.)
Always talking bout my problems and the shit that's in my
Fuckin' head you would always tell me it's okay as we lay in my bed.
I was finding peace within the words that you would say to
Me, now you stay away from me and life just ain't okay with me.
I manifest this madness in hopes that you'd maybe notice that
I'm falling off the deep end screaming take my heart and hold it.
Makes no difference if I'm living if I'm sitting here just
Wishing I could buy you like a drug and formulate a new addiction.