Текст песни the feeling always stays the same - The Blunt Force Trauma

I wanna run away to portofino
But I'd be happy anywhere that I'm not known
Call me the one to consider reconsider
Always wondering if I'm doing the right thing

I cut my hair I'll change my name
No matter how far I run away
The feeling always stays the same
Every time I try to reach out
And touch it
It always slips away

Sometimes I wish I didn't pick something so hard
I could just be teaching movie stars how to play cards
It's so hard to swallow when you're wrong
The kinda rage that turns you into king kong

I cut my hair I'll change my name
No matter how far I run away
The feeling always stays the same
Every time I try to reach out
And touch it
It always slips away

It's not about the numbers
It's not about the thrills
I just wanna smile as I pay my bills
If you found something
You liked a whole lot
Well wouldn't you give it everything
You've got