Текст песни as brave as that stupid girl - The Pancakes

Just like every other day
I spent another day
Peacefully, safely in a cowardly way
All I do is procrastinate
And envy those who don't hesitate
Scared of quarrels so I stopped speaking
To avoid failures, I stopped dreaming
But I can't stop wondering
Is this the life I should be living
Please let me think
Please let me, let me, let me, let me think
Please let me think until tomorrow
I have a chance but I let it go
It's better to be safe than sorry
'Cause I don't wanna hear
See, I told you so
So I will find myself a blackhole
I'll live in it to kill the chance of fiascos
Some might say
Oh no, you're not who I used to know
It's the same sentence I said to myself
A while ago
Just like every other day
I stayed up until late
Regretting, sighing, envying others' grapes
If I used such energy to create
I would have written a thousand songs by today
The day Jamie left us all last week
He said, you've been your very own enemy
I will be gone, please promise me
Be your own best friend and love yourself dearly
But wait, oh wait
Please give me, give me, give me one more day
Please let me wait until tomorrow
I have a chance and I will let it go
It's better to be safe than sorry
'Cause I don't wanna hear
See, I told you so, so, so
So I will find myself a blackhole
I'll live in it to kill the chance of fiascos
Some might say
Oh no, what if there's no more tomorrow
It's the same question that I asked myself
Two days ago
Please let me be as brave as that stupid girl x years ago