Текст и перевод песни Toko Furuuchi - 返事

返事

五日目の朝にそっと
あなたから届いた返事
青い封を切る手が
少し震えた

込み上げてくるの
不揃いな文字に
込められた優しさ

二人をほどいた手でこの指で
あなたへの涙拭った
こんな私を叱って、ねえ叱ってよ

慣れない敬語ばかり
まるで出会った頃のよう
逆戻りしたみたい
戻れないのに

足りない何かを
探してたけれど
見つけられなかった

二人の愛を繋ぎ止めたくて
あなたから距離を置いたの
また恋しくなるはずと
信じてたのに

あなたを愛せなくなったことに
気づきたくなくて
それでも嘘はつけない私を
許してほしくて
二人の最初で最後の手紙
愛した記憶

Response

On the morning of the fifth day, quietly
Your response arrived to me
The hand that opened the blue envelope
Shook a little

It's welling up
To the uneven letters
The kindness that was included

With the hands that untied us, with these fingers
I wiped away the tears for you
A woman like this, scold me, hey scold me

Only unfamiliar polite language
As if from the time we met
As if going backwards
Even though we can't go back

Something missing
I was searching for it
But I couldn't find it

In order to hold onto the love between us
I distanced myself from you
It was supposed to make me miss you again
But I believed in it

I didn't realize that I had stopped loving you
I didn't want to realize it
And I still can't lie to myself
And so I wanted you to forgive me
The first and last letter between us
A memory of love