Hold Me While I Break

I'm staring at the ceiling
It's 3am again
The bottle's on the table
But it's not my fucking friend
Your ghost is in the corners
It's tearing up my chest
I'm drowning in the quiet
And I'm failing at my best
I keep replaying every word you didn't say
Trying to stitch my heart together
But it frays and frays
So hold me while I break love
Don let me fall apart I crumbling like a castle built on a
Paper heart I screaming in the silence Can you hear me from afar
Just hold me while I break love
And tell me who we are
Saw you in the coffee shop
You didn't see my face
You laugh like you were happy
Like I'm easy to erase
I'm carrying the weight of
All the promises we swore
But they're slipping through my fingers
And I can't hold on no more
I keep rewriting endings where you don't walk away
But Im stuck in this damn story and it fraying everyday
So hold me while I break love don't let me fall apart
I'm crumbling like a castle, built on a paper heart
I'm screaming in the silence
Can you hear me from afar?
Just hold me while I break love
And tell me who we are
I'm not the hero in this song
I'm the fool who fucked it up
Spilled my heart into your hands
But it wasn't good enough
And I'd trade every melody
For one more night with you
But I'm singing to the shadows
Cause it's all that I can do
So hold me while I break love Don't let
Me fall apart I crumbling like a castle
Built on a paper heart
I'm screaming in the silence
Can you hear me from afar?
Just hold me while I break love
And tell me who we are
I'm staring at the ceiling
It's 3 a.m. again
If you're out there, darling
Won't you let me make amends
Just hold me while I break love
Till the pieces fall in place
I'll be waiting in the ruins
For your saving grace