Текст песни Dead or Alive - Vision4k

I just felt alive for the first time
Only cause I'm fucked out of my mind
Lately don't know what happiness feels like
Don't know if I'll write all my wrongs right

I just felt alive for the first time
They all tell me I'm just gonna be fine
Biting all my time for the sun shine
But every time I look it's too bright

I wake up in a place where I don't feel love
I run away from issues I don't give a fuck
I had enough with you people throw me in the mud
My feelings go uncut, I keep my eyes shut

I lost my patience my conscious on vacation
I'll go away for long until they're waiting
I never felt like this without relation
Maybe for better or worse I won't just say it

I see them laughing I know they've been attacking
Pop another pill and I feel like I been fasting
Maybe it's my mind telling me that I'm just crashing
Or maybe it's just love making sure that I'm just crashing

Your facial expression cures my depression
I've been falling out waiting on someone's reception
I don't see redemption, take me as an exception
My thoughts creep up in my skin just like an infection