Jewels (Wilting)

Twenty and I'm getting older
Pain up in my shoulder
I'm wilting, I'm wilting
It feels like I have not
Made an achievement
Hide my jewels in agreement
I'm wilting, I'm wilting

I just see these kids outdo me
Making me feel like a newbie
Wanna get back to that beauty
On a duty, when I knew me

Instead I'm feeling sooty
And I'm not longer as fruity
People don't call me
A cutie patootie, this the new me

It feels like I have not
Made an achievement
Hide my jewels in agreement
I'm wilting, I'm wilting

I don't know where I should begin
And it feels like a pin in my brain
And I don't wanna scratch scratch my skin
Like a madman, out of chagrin

I just can't let it rest and sink in
As the room fades away in a spin
Throw my dreams in the trash, deep within
Can't recall when I was thriving

Wilting wilting wilting wilting wilting

I just see these kids outdo me
Making me feel like a newbie
Wanna get back to that beauty, on a duty, when I knew me

Instead I'm feeling sooty
And I'm not longer as fruity
People don't call me a cutie patootie
This the new me

It feels like I have not made
An achievement
Hide my jewels in agreement
I'm wilting, I'm wilting

I've gotta protect my jewels
In spite of all these fools
But I ain't got the tools nor rules
Fuck these brutals, cease the duels

And the kids go back to their schools
While I'm haunted by all these ghouls
Falling through twenty whirlpools draining fuels, burning joules

Wilting wilting wilting wilting wilting

I just see these kids outdo me
Making me feel like a newbie
Wanna get back to that beauty
On a duty, when I knew me

Instead I'm feeling sooty
And I'm not longer as fruity
People don't call me a cutie patootie
This the new me

It feels like I have not
Made an achievement
Hide my jewels in agreement
I'm wilting, I'm wilting
Wilting