Текст песни Disconnect (Radio Edit) - Wordplay T. Jay

How you think it feels that I can't smile a lot
I'm not depressed
But I turned all the volume on emotions due to stress
For the ones that disappoint me, hoping they would do it less
They should know I'm just a kid and I'm tryna do my best
Tryna cope, tryna live, try find a f*** to give
When people round me tripping and my grades start to dip
D***, I finally know why Jay said Can I Live
At an early age they passing, and I'm asking can I hit
Cause something gotta ease my mind right
And I don't have the tools for me to redefine life
I just sat up in my room tryna get these lines right
Like before the curtains lift and the stage turns bright yikes
I imagined doing shows just to save my life
And I thought that loving h*** would erase my strife
Riding around with big wheels fishing for the price
Try to rearrange the colors make my lights bright

Wonder what it's like if I just disconnect
Yup, yup
Wonder what it's like if I just disrespect
Yup, yup
All the folks that see me then just overstep
Yup, yup
I'll just burn the bridge until there's nothing left

Am I being weak if i just cry a little
What a riddle...
If i left it up to y'all my openness would make me fickle
I'm just tickled at the fact to keep my sanity in tact
I gotta hide from all you folks that just can't recognize your lack, hmm
It's like real life is just a cap
And I'm hoping that yo thirst for attention can find a tap
Just so you know what's inside can make you whole
If I didn't have this confidence inside then I would fold
Prayed that God would make me bold, now i'm wishing not
The price of knowing who you are is that they wish you'd drop
I just exercise this discipline, rejected taking Ritalin
Then I hold onto the goal until my every day is different
I can't wallow in this ignorance
Recognize that I'm not innocent
Kill myself for yo benefit
Too tired to keep shining, disconnect me like some filament

Wonder what it's like if I just disconnect
Yup, yup
Wonder what it's like if I just disrespect
Yup, yup
All the folks that see me then just overstep
Yup, yup
I'll just burn the bridge until there's nothing left