Текст песни Flashlight + Hole - Ym1300

I don't really like to keep friends
I don't really like to do trends
Seems like I've grown up instead
I'mma smoke a j relax and all you niggas you may go ahead
I know my life is quite pathetic
Take these drugs and I swear that you'll regret it
You might end up at the medic
You might scream away for help
But you ain't need nobody else if you ain't tryna help yourself goddamn
Swear this ain't the plan goddamn
I grew up as a christian I was following the man
Got a bible on my bed but I hardly ever read it
I'm a problem only going back to it just when I need it goddamn
Prayed to the lord to forgive
Prayed to the lord told him that I wanna quit
Consumed by the evil turned me to an addict
And I need it in system so I'm not a savage goddamn
Got a proclivity to smoke
But I put zero effort to be sober it's the hope
That's keeping me alive don't be fooled cuz I ain't woke
My ignorance hid in the grammar that I spoke
I know
The image that's presented all along is a fraud and it's hidden in the valleys of my Tongue
My true image is the one that's of a plug
Imma give you what you need if you could give me what I want

I'm not a good person
I am a user
After I'm done with you
I start to manoeuvre
I'm not a good person
I am a user
After I'm done with you
I start to manoeuvre

Turn that flashlight on
Let's see what you hiding
I can't right my wrongs
It's peace that I'm finding
Turn that flashlight on
Let's see what you hiding
I can't right my wrongs
It's peace that I'm finding

My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard oh woah
My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard to control
My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard oh woah woah
My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard to control

What is your pride
Claiming it's yours when it's really mine
Now take off that mask
Let's see all the pain you've been trying to hide
I'm tryna contest
Cuz I know I'm greatest to do this alive
I rap to inspire
All the niggas that struggle to carry their lives
I've witnessed the goods I've witnessed the bads
I got loads of stories to tell
I've witnessed the earth I've witnessed the heavens and double the witness for hell
I speak to myself just to vent out my problems
when they ain't nobody to tell
I got equanimity I can perform when it's time for my music to sell woah
You gotta aim for the throne woah
Exactly what pride means
Accepting defeat is a bad dream
A win everyday is in my genes
There's resilience all over my team
Ain't no crossovers when we in my scene
Got a problem with looking at my streams
Cuz I swear a decline is a bad dream ok

My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard oh woah
My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard to control
My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard oh woah woah
My darkest hole is feeling too hard it's feeling too hard to control