Текст песни everything is a mess - akapo

I always manage to somehow mess things up
I dont know who to turn to oh
I dont really think im enough, for you
Im looking at myself like
Fuck, who made this lil disappointment?
Im a failure
I liked you but i didn't have the heart to tell you
Everything's a mess
I don't like doing reflecting
I don't like what i see
I don't like me

You dont have to tell me, you dont like me
I can already tell
I can see it in your expression
I can hear it in your vocal inflection
I feel like im regressing
Anytime i try to think about you
I just wanna feel something
Hopefully soon
Im numb
Where did i go wrong?

I always manage to somehow mess things up
I dont know who to turn to oh
I dont really think im enough, for you
Im looking at myself like
Fuck, who made this lil disappointment?
Im a failure
I liked you but i didn't have the heart to tell you
Everything's a mess
I don't like doing reflecting
I don't like what i see
I don't like me

I dont, ever wanna see my eyes again
I dont, ever wanna see my eyes again
I dont, ever wanna see my eyes again

I wish that you could see me
The way that i see myself: not as a human
You paint me as the villain, i dont like when you do that
All my friends, tell me im crazy when
I forgive you for things, that they all know you did

I always manage to somehow mess things up
I dont know who to turn to oh
I dont really think im enough, for you
Im looking at myself like
Fuck
Who made this lil disappointment?
Im a failure, i liked you but i didn't have the heart to tell you
Everything is a mess, i don't like doing reflecting
I don't like what i see, i don't like me