Текст песни Vanquishsoulcontinue? - bottom surgery

Oh
Lay me to rest
Give me retribution
Suffer for my restitution

I got out of new york
I stopped reading magazines
I became an addict
Now I feel nothing

I stopped starving myself
I'm still dying i think
The desert gets cold
I'm about to turn 30

I have nothing to show
I have no thoughts to think
I wake up everyday
There's more blood in the sink

I'm still praying to god
That he would just help me
I'm still thinking
Please jesus christ just