Текст песни Clickclick - bottom surgery

I've been sleepless again
Are you really my friend
I'm popping pills and i'm drinking
I'm snorting ket and i'm sinking

I'm feeling light as a raft
Poorly drawn, makes me laugh
I fucked my face with a prod
I'm swollen, eyes look like god

I wrote a note on a painting
Said if im dead i'm mistaken
Fucked up my doses or something
No off myself, i'm just clowning

I can't kill myself yet
There's to much to forget
There's to much to regret
There's something...

Two fists i'm clutching
Hella grudges to settle
Tell your faggot friends to pull up
I'm about to go mental

Which on of you lames
Said "she's better of dead?"
Who's the coward who fucked me
Then left me on read?

Who the fuck tryna be me?
Who the fuck wanna beat me?
Up badly
I'm tryna see jesus christ
In the hospital ceiling

Who spoke about me?
Told a shitty joke around me?
Was it you?
Step the fuck up then
Dance, get our hearts pounding

Your struggle makes me laugh
I'll do it by myself
Your struggle makes me laugh
I'll do it by myself