Текст песни unfixed - ghosthands

I got fireworks
I'd rather keep in
Is there any point to give them any meaning
So take it how you will
'Cause I don't get the thrill
Of speaking up
Are you up

Can't you tell what I mean, I can't either
If we playing make-believe, I'm on fire
I'll swear on the truth and swear I'm a liar
Being honest might burn us alive

I ain't gotta tell a soul
You already going home now
Keeping everything unfixed, wish I didn't give a shit
I'ma put it in the background
I appreciate the silence
Rubbing bruises on my eyelids
Stay awake for too long, play a million songs
Said worry or not, it's all in my head

So where's the lie
You can take your time
I can't fake my life
I won't even try

Can't you tell what I mean, I can't either
If we playing make-believe, I'm on fire
I'll swear on the truth and swear I'm a liar
Being honest might burn us alive