Текст песни but it's okay in the end - goodnight lavender

Always following your lead
Yeah, it′s never how it seems
Always lying to my face
Oh, now you're gone without a trace
I′ve got to pick myself back up
And never let myself forget
Oh, maybe deep inside I knew
That I was never quite okay

But you won't leave me here with your silence
Reverting back to violence
All I need is inside me
You won't take me down with your sad plea
You won′t leave me here with your silence
I′ve been dreaming ever since then
Why can't you say that you′re sorry
Cause you won't take me back with that sad plea
Oh, no

Oh, you are the only exception
You are the only exception
Been beaten down way too many times
Way too many times
But this time is different
Oh, you are the only exception
You are the only exception
Been beaten down way too many times
Way too many times
But I′m ready to forgive again

Tell me how to live without you now
Tell me how to live without you now
Oh, let me know
Do I suffocate or let you go?
Tell me how to live without you now
Tell me how to live without you now
Oh, let me know
Do I suffocate or let you go?