Текст песни Devastated - kiLL edward

I′ve been coasting roller coasting
Slowly drifting the through the motions
I've been falling off the deep end
Clouded thoughts I get to drinking
I can′t get you outta my mind
Maybe I'm just going crazy
All those chances that I wasted
Got me feelings so devastated

Slowly the time keeps moving on
Been working on writing some wrongs
Been having all these sleepless nights
Looking to go and find the light

2020 Got me devastated had me realizing shit I never knew
Drowning sorrows with a couple bottles seeing lotta niggas going through it too
Everybody's on a whole new mission I′m just praying for some fucking better days
Life if never what it seem to be lately been smoking just to take the pain away

Trynna look and see the bigger picture difficultly reading in between the lines
Man I miss my father heart is heavy looking up I know you flying high
Overthinking lately stressing knowing that I never really wanna let you go
Man I′m praying that these demons I been fighting do not come and try to take my soul

Baby know I love you and I'm sorry my mistakes I know you had to leave
Contemplating all the love and little things I really wish I coulda seen
Mind is racing looking in the mirror really trying hard to break away
Counting blessings moving forward truly hoping that we see another day

I′m just coasting roller coasting
Drinking I'm wasted
I′m so highh
Slowly drifting awayy
Far awayyy