Текст песни My Best - LPX

I don't believe the moon or sea control everything
But it's hard to find relief
When I can't find reason or rhyme in anything
So I take to the streets, indulge my needs
Avoid everything
There's balance in between
I've been told it seems
'Cept when it comes to me

It's like, why am I so scared to discover
That chaos starts and ends with me
When there's no other way to unclutter
Or find the sweet in bittersweet

Doing my best
I swear I'm trying my best
It only feels like a test
If I let it, but I let it
I don't wanna pretend
It only feels like a threat
If I let it, but I let it
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best

Anxiety's exhausting me, it's a self-made bed
It feels impossible to dream
When you can't fight defeat with warped reality
Try to ignore my soul screaming
I'm not listening
So I call upon my friends to pick me up again
Without, where would we be?

It's like, why am I so scared to discover
That chaos starts and ends with me
When there's no other way to unclutter
Or find the sweet in bittersweet

Doing my best
I swear I'm trying my best
It only feels like a test
If I let it, but I let it
I don't wanna pretend
It only feels like a threat
If I let it, but I let it
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best

(Doing my best)
Only feels like a threat if I let it, but I let it
I'm trying my (best)
I'm trying my (best)
I'm trying my best