Текст песни im so dumb - m1v

I'm still depressed
And I thought I was getting better
But, I guess that was a fucking lie
And I save all my strenght just to live my day through

And when I hear my girlfriend my day gets better
But the hate makes me go fucking insane
Yeah, I fucking know I shouldn't be drained

And the thoughts get louder, I'm scared
Ripping out my face, cus I be scared of myself
Why the fuck did you have to leave me on aired
I always knew that you never cared

Fuck it, yeah you make seem like I have major problems
But, I don't
I just be hurt by people that I loved
Don't know how to live on my own