Backup

Made a promise to myself that
Everything would work out fine
Gotta let it breathe
Gotta give it time
I told myself it's not as hard as it seems
I turn reality
Into dreams
I made it this far with no visible scars
I gazed and pondered
Over all of these stars
I listen close to all of what you say
I think about it all the time
Repeat it everyday
But without heads down
We continue to pray
The only answers we get back
Slowly fade away
Back up back up back up
Back up or lose it
Restore from the time before
You ever thought you use it
Make up your mind
Or mind is already made
Forgive and forget
Oh the price that you paid
A million miles a minute man
Manage your time
And with a full case of crooked
I committed the crime

My vein is punctured
I'm bleeding to death
I better hang on I got a lot of life left
There's no way I'm
Leaving you behind
I'm takin' you with me even if it means
I lose my mind

I went to the store
And I picked out a new life
I couldn't split it all
So I picked out a new knife
I told my self over and over again
You gotta break it up before you begin to mend

I made it this far
Without falling apart
I found the ending
But I skipped the start
I figured it out I gotta
Find my own way
But it's gettin' kinda old after
You do it everyday and with our hands down
We continue to say
Everything will be alright
Everything will be okay
Back up back up back up
Back up or lose it
Everything will check out as long
As you got a way to prove it
Take a long look at time
For your time has run out
Be beyond the beyond
But be beyond a doubt
A million light years man
You'll never make it
Only in an emergency are you allowed
To break it

My vein is punctured
I'm bleeding to death
I better hang on I got a lot of life left
There's no way I'm
Leaving you behind
I'm takin' you with me even if it means
I lose my mind

And so what?
If I give up
Who cares?
If life ain't fair
What should
I do?
This feelin' is nothin' new

And so what?
If I give up
Who cares?
If life ain't fair
What should
I do?
This feelin' is nothin' new