Текст песни shadow - nobigdyl. , Sarah Juers

It goes dark
And it is most definitely a moment of utter disorientation
Utter lostness, no warmth, no life, no movement

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Love you so much that the issues I used
To hold on to are nothing and minuscule
Love you so much that I make it up
To you whenever I flip like reciprocals
Love you so much that I blocked all my exes,
I blocked all the exits, I′m with you forever
Love you so much that I don't even trip
When they say that I′m sick and they ridiculed
Love you so much that I gave up addiction, I stopped auto-clickin'
And now it's all clickin′
Love you so much that I changed my old
Number so all their attempts are just pitiful
Love you so much that I stopped sayin′ thot
Now I see women as God's children
I see their souls and their hearts glisten
Look at them glow like they′re Marge Simpson
Love you so much that I save my
Receipts and I watch what I eat when I'm downful
Love you so much that I give up my seed
Even when I am beat and not in the mood
Love you so much that sometimes I lose sleep
′Cause I can't come to terms with what I did to you
Love you so much that I ask God to help me smile when I′m cynical

I face these passing waves
A lonely cast away
I fight my battle
Inside my shadow

Hate me so much for the pain that I
Caused to the ones that I truly hold dear
Hate me so much that it comes out in tears
Hate me so much I don't look in the mirror
Hate me so much that I slip into
Fantasies darker than Black Mirror seasons
Sometimes I feel like just leavin'
Don′t need a number of reasons
Hate me so much I retreat into sleep, I′m even hidin' from Jesus
Feel like I′m livin' with demons, inside my closet, allegiance
Hate me so much when I′m hurt then I'm
Happy ′cause I tell myself I deserve it
I'm in my bed with the serpents
And they told me that I'm worthless
Hate me so much that I don′t wanna
Listen when you tell me I′m a good person
But you don't give up so easy, fervent, remindin′ me of my purpose
Hate me so much but you're teachin′ me
Love and I think that I'm startin′ to learn it
Written in crimson and cursive, quiet and curious, perfect

I face these passing waves
A lonely cast away
I fight my battle
Inside my shadow
I face these passing waves
A lonely cast away
I fight my battle
Inside my shadow