Текст песни I Want Love - Self Provoked

I want love but I'm scared to show it
I got this fear and I can't outgrow it
She held it down I was at my lowest
She held it down when I was the brokest
Acted foul yeah I know that bogus
When I lost you my heart went coldest
A act cool like I haven't noticed
I want love but I'm scared to show it
I want to trust you but what are your intentions
Sometimes I wonder 'bout the stuff that you mention
Does it come from all the lack of attention
I gave you over years what's your message?
I know I lied but you lied too we both human
It's got hot we dried up and went humid
Its kind of crazy how it all went down though
Never thought we'd end on bad terms for damn sho
Now I don't even want to come in contact with you
Throwing shade on my name over issues
If that make you feel better then keep doing that
It's really easy to blame other and be through that
Sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep if it helps you sleep at night
Laying down 2 am I keep replying fights
Got the feeling that it's really the end
Got a feeling we won't ever be friends
I want love but I'm scared to show it
I got this fear and I can't outgrow it
She held it down I was at my lowest
She held it down when I was the brokest
Acted foul yeah I know that bogus
When I lost you my heart went coldest
A act cool like I haven't noticed
I want love but I'm scared to show it
I met you young what you expect I was different
Needed some validation form these bitches
Insecure and a fool but who isn't
I know it ruined everything plus the image
You have me through the fights and the bitching
And the roles that you played playing victim
When you could of left you stayed and insisted
We work shit out and when I wouldn't you just flipped it
Now I'm a monster like we never had good times
That's fine concentrate on my bad side
You'll find somebody who can fill your needs
And love them more than you ever did me
Guess we got to give it time huh?
Guess we gotta give it time huh?
Guess it's fresh up in my mind huh?
Got me feeling real dumb but (I just say it how it is)
I want love but I'm scared to show it
I got this fear and I can't outgrow it
She held it down I was at my lowest
She held it down when I was the brokest
Acted foul yeah I know that bogus
When I lost you my heart went coldest
A act cool like I haven't noticed
I want love but I'm scared to show it