Ayline

When you first told me that you love me I ain't say back
Everytime I kissed you I felt you and I played it back
Thank you for being there for me
Thank you for staying down when ain't nobody believed
I don't gotta tell you that I love you you already know
Babygirl I gotta go but I promise to you ima be pro
Everything I had to sacrifice to get a better life you know I done that
Had to leave for a couple months but I told you baby I would come back
Gotta chase my dreams because I only got one life
Took off one way flight ain't speak to you for one night
Text when I landed like babygirl I miss you
Facetime everynight I wished I coulda kiss you
Couple of days go by
Ion get no reply
Wonder what the fuck is going on between us
I just been focused I'm trynna ball in arenas
Lotta people back home thought I'd never achieve this
Send you that text like babygirl I miss you
Kinda forgot how it feels just to kiss you
Somedays I felt alone and I just cried
Somedays I really wanna kill myself and you don't even know why
You don't even text back
Why the fuck you ain't text back
Everytime we talking we just gonna end up arguing ion get that
Lately I'm feeling like ion even know you
I need you more than you need me it's so true

So true
So true

It's been a couple months since I been away
But I'm still stuck in my ways
You don't give a fuck anyways
Couple homies hit me up like who the fuck is this guy she talking to
Going through your Instagram like everynight I was stalking you
Come to find out that you really been dating someone else
First I left you then you left me all by myself
Then you text me back like I think it's over
Now I know you got somebody else and he been treating you like he supposed to
Can't believe you really leaving but I still
Love you and I think about it sometimes and I cry still
Everytime he kissed you he don't feel what I feel
Everytime he felt you he ain't feel what I feel
Everynight I been stressing
But I got a confession
Told you the reason
I been depressed and
You don't even try to understand my point of view
Everybody pointing fingers so you gonna point at me and I point at you
Demons talking me everynight and I'm feeling like I'm losing myself
Everybody gotta fight a battle really I just been stuck in my hell
I could've folded like I was a chair
But I'm still working I gotta get there
Nobody there for me nobody cared
Wasn't music I wouldn't be here
Thought of a concept
I didn't invest in my content
I was working a regular job didn't know what to do almost did it but then got content
Imagine if I never made it that's nonsense
The pressure on you that's what Mom said
Demons they all on my conscious
I got more bars than a convict
Ju like my name was embeid I know I gotta get it I'm trusting the process
Up everynight until 3am all on my phone I'm replying to comments
Spitting all the crack in the flow
You know that that mean I'm dope
All of these punches I'm working everynight you'd I'm cracking code
Head been so twisted no dreads motherfucker
Did it so fuck what you said motherfucker
Remember them days I was dead motherfucker
I never miss infrared motherfucker
My shit is hot like a fever, I ain't ever had no medication
I been dedicated tryna make it everyday I never had single second ever wasted
I was pacing trynna make a motherfucking situation outta my own

I can't forgive you cuz you never get me
I still be working so you don't forget me