Hopeless

This one's for all the people who feel hopeless out there
Don't ever give up on yourself man
Hopeless

Fuck it tho I gotta get it for her
Holding me down coming up from the dirt
Everyday I just be feeling the hurt
Even though I know it's what I deserve it
Shout to people that's holding me down
All of the people that's always around
Think of them days I was stuck on the ground
Put up a fight I could go all them rounds

I gotta get it and go because I used to be on the floor but then nobody know
Everybody treating cold but I'm telling them I used to live in the snow
Fuck everybody that's doubting me fuck everybody that hating me
Fuck everybody debating on politics
Everyday so many people depressed but you already know

Everybody fucking Hopeless
Everybody wanna fucking win
Everybody gonna fucking sin
But the devil coming from within
I could paint a picture with my blood
Ain't nobody wanna show me love
I just really wanna fucking know
Why the fuck I was the man I was

Sometimes I just feel so fucking hopeless
I done been in the darkest places in my life
I fucking hated myself I fucking hated everything about myself
Maybe 'cause I

Got so many fucking problems
Aye, pray to God I fucking solve 'em
Aye, Is you gonna hold me down
Woah, when nobody else around
No, body wanna fucking help
Me, I could do this by myself
We, slaving for a fucking chain
Why, all these demons never fucking die (demons never fucking die)

Second verse
Ima come in killing everybody gonna need a hearse
So diverse
I'm flowing so sick never thought that I would need a nurse
I don't go to sleep
Till like 5am
Ima fucking beast
That's just what I am
I'm just trynna be a better man

You know what I'm saying because she be the love of my life
Even though I know that I was just left
Promise to her that I'm treating her right
Hoping that I don't let none of my mistakes haunt me
Remember them days everybody would taunt me
I was just trynna turn nothing to something
I was just trynna turn nothing to something

Anxiety coming I'm steadily running
But I'm running outta luck
Devil be coming and he be so cunning
Everynight I'm staying up

Working a job getting minimum wage
Trynna play me like a turn table
Funny 'cause look how them gon' tables gon' turn
Fuck it though I guess you live and learn

I had no hope I was living depressed
Feeling the pressure just like a press
It was a game that you don't wanna play
I took a shot like it's Russian roulette

Mo'fuckers thought it over for me but they didn't know that it was colder for me
I wish that I could just go back in time and I'm telling the time won't you hold up for me
Promise that I'll put in work everyday till I'm popping it's just like a soda for me
I'm never stopping I'm hot like a rocket I'm up in the sky like it's solar for me
I just be feeling so hopeless and everyday

I know that you never notice
I think I'm losing my focus but anyway
I was alone when I wrote this aye
I'm never smoking the potent but I got some pain in my soul never showed it aye

Even though my heart is broken I'm praying I'm hoping that somebody quote this
Ain't nothing wrong with the feeling, I'm dealing wit dealing wit cards I know Dillon was dealt
I know I'm living in hell I got so many bars that I feel like I'm stuck in cell
Patiently waiting they got me mistaken they snaking me I put 'em all on a scale

Playing this game like it's Checkers I'm saying I'm checking for Check that'll come in the mail
Imagine the feeling of waking everyday feeling so hopeless I could never cope
Hoping that one day I'll grab on the rope they was laughing at me like a mofucking joke
Laughing at me what the fuck Ima be
I had a dream ain't nobody believed
Everybody partying smoking the weed
Making a hit like I'm mo'fucking creed

One day I'm gonna look back and I'm just gonna laugh at time I was feeling so low
Struggling everyday going to work I was slaving away because I was so broke
Choking on everything I couldn't stomach the way I was living I gotta get dough
Wrote all my feelings with no penicillin the pain in my heart I got nothing to show
Everybody judging me nobody fuck with me I always told myself that I was dope
I dedicate everything I been saying I'm praying that you never gon lose your hope

Everybody fucking Hopeless
Everybody wanna fucking win
Everybody gonna fucking sin
But the devil coming from within
I could paint a picture with my blood
Ain't nobody wanna show me love
I just really wanna fucking know
Why the fuck I was the man I was