By My Side

Mom I wanna be a rapper
I wanna be somebody that could help somebody through they life and everytime
They fading back they listen to me rap and they don't ever feel like looking back

Even tho my momma sacrificing everything for me
I still need some company
Momma you ain't raising me so I could a slave a nine to five and work a fucking company
Thinking back to when I didn't rap and I just wanna hoop you told me you believe in me
Momma Ima make it just so you could see your son shine and put the family under me
Ain't no one forgetting me cuz ima leave a legacy and momma you'll be proud of me
I can't wait until the day I quit my job wit middle fingers at the ones who doubted me
You telling me stay down to earth and I don't wanna see you hurt
But you still found a way to manage
I'm taking everything for granted daddy
Wasn't ever round but you still found a way to planet
Even though I told you that I'm dropping outta college I know you was always down to ride
Even though you never understanding what I'm going though I know you always by my side

We had to this all on our own
Somedays I wonder what we doing it for
I promise that the world is yours
This is all I'm living for

My son told me he's a rapper
I don't really know what's going through his mind
But lately I been feeling like I'm losing mine and everyday
I see him he just always say he doin fine

I'm stressing out about dolla trynna raise you even though you never had a fucking father
You don't gotta know about the details baby you just graduate and go to college
I know that you a blessing but now I'm a single parent and apparently it's fucking stressing
You ain't ever learn ya lesson I believe in you but nowadays you got me second guessing
All the sacrifices that I'm making for you Dillon why the fuck you taking it for granted
Don't worry bout it daddy left but everything gon be alright cuz I still found a way to planet
I drop you off and go work but everything is gonna work you know I'm never going far
Im working at a company to make to make a living for you I know one day you gon be a star
So Even though You told me that You dropping outta college
You know that I'm always down to ride
Even though I'm never understanding what you going though
Just know im always by your side

We had to this all on our own
Somedays I wonder what we doing it for
I promise that the world is yours
This is all I'm living for

Telling my friends Ima rapper
A lot of em acting like I was just acting I'm bottling every emotion battling all of these demons Now I'm asking am I just capping no wait

Why you telling me you really down for me when you just wanna smoke and get high
I could barely get by
I could barely find way to make a couple dollars how the hell im gonna stay fly uh
I'm stressing about a milli ain't nobody really feel me I just want the piece of mind
Pretending you was riding wit me you ain't really siding me you just want a piece of mine
Deep inside I know you really jealous you don't the drive but I don't wanna be alive
All my friends who show support I fucking you guys and ima make it for the day I die
I told you bout my life and you ain't judging me it's funny because nowadays
I'm giving bars
Supporting me when all I had was a wish but nowadays I'm shooting for the fucking stars
Even though I never went wit you to college I still know you was always down to ride
Even though they never understanding what I'm going though I know you always by my side