Songtexte Hurting - Pat Murry

Honestly, I miss you and I hate it
The feeling of not being able to hold someone you love dearly
This is my letter to you sincerely
I hate this lonesome feeling
It ain't appealing
More like peeling my layers
Tryna to focus and make it major
But my heart hurts
I wish I could hold you
Not even flirt
If I had the chance to hold you one last I would
I'm so sorry
What if I could
Make it right
Take it all back
Keep the fight
For love alive
Debating on dropping songs
Because I know you'll hear them
I made them out of pain
For that, I pop champagne
I'm back to hurting again
You have left a stain
An imprint on my soul
Your soul is gold
How we left us lie was cold
Chasing dreams bold
Without you is getting old
These aren't just thoughts that pop up
It's true I numb
So I swish around this rum
Hoping and praying for better days
What can I say
What if the stars align and I got one last dance
One last chance
It was me only me in the rain dancing
Glancing
Asking
Begging
Panting
Wishing
Praying
I'm just saying
I'm truly hurting
I can't seem to subside
These thoughts can't hide
Even tho I try to push them
Tuck them
Acting like I don't care
And fuck them
But really can't handle this shit
I'm truly hurting
I'm truly hurting
I'm truly hurting
I just want you to know
I'm hurting
I'm truly hurting

I thought I could live without you
But clearly how well is that going
It's summer but still feels like it's snowing
I miss bowling
I'm so hurt I'm slowing
So now I'm flowing
I hope you're knowing
How I truly feel
At the same time falling
I'm growing
I never wanted you
Going
Even at your worst
You're still glowing
I'm sick of throwing
My feelings out there cuz someone gets hurt
Digging graves
Never throwing shade
Just digging my own dirt
Because I'm hurting
I'm truly hurting
I don't know what to do
I quick counseling
Probably should start again
Our love was never pretend
I can't hide how I feel
I miss when we would cook meals
I miss when we would drive to heal
I miss that our love was real
I miss that our love was real
Yeah

Sincerely
Yours Truly