Songtexte In My Mind - haemby

Hold up, wait a minute now
Why you got me looking crazy when you know I ain't your baby? Like
Hold up, wait a minute now
How you got me looking psycho when your love for me was micro? Like
Hold up, wait a second now
How you all up in my business but still out of range for kisses? Like
Hold up, wait a second now
I don't know what to say to you cuz you always switch the mood

One sec, you're happy, the next one, you're pissed
Claim you're a Saint with that cross on your wrist
Love is so loco, you won't get the gist
You don't want no drama, but look at that list, like

How the hell would I know I ain't ready for this shit?
How am I supposed to know the pain up in this biz?
I tried it out once, but it just wasn't right
So, I tried it again, and now I'm ruined for life

Love pulled us together just to rip us apart
My heart is now cold, my blood boiling hot
In my mind I'm dreaming, cuz this isnt fair
But now I can tell that I'm in a nightmare
When my heads gone, thoughts long, damn I lost my crown
When you're right, I'm wrong, my smiles upside down
In my mind I'm thinking, you will always be there
But now I know I'm thinking of a nightmare, like

I don't even know if we should've went on forever
Knuckles up then somehow we are back together?
Had y'all screaming tryna hide it from our mothers
Now I sit here as the only one that's a sucker

Mother mmmmm
I'm pathetic
I would say it but the old you just wouldn't have it
Now you're nearsighted with the men you've invited
You're so off track, like you really miss your pilot

Too busy to notice, too focused to care
Couldn't get you out, so I chopped off my hair
Had to send myself to maintenance and repair
Now y'all coming back and be wanting a share?

It really do be crazy when you look at all the facts
I had to fight with you for days so I could relax
Got to pull myself together like when Thanos left Drax
While you sit here crying for some more trains on your tracks

Love pulled us together just to rip us apart
My heart is now cold, my blood boiling hot
In my mind I'm dreaming, cuz this isnt fair
But now I can tell that I'm in a nightmare
When my heads gone, thoughts long, damn I lost my crown
When you're right, I'm wrong, my smiles upside down
In my mind I'm thinking, you will always be there
But now I know I'm thinking of a nightmare, like

Cut me some slack dude, I really wanna break
Imagine how tired I am for God's sake
Y'all really do be switching like the votes for a state
Or maybe I should say it like you're flipping a steak

Damn, I thought I grew up but you bring me back to younger me
Sitting, staring back up at the bar that hung right over me
Out to foreign countries drinking things to cure anxiety
But what does that help when I get back to New York City?

Tell me, cuz I'm always here with open ears
Help me, cuz I'm out here stopping for my fears
How do I not cry though I blocked you on insta?
How do I not swerve when I think of your picture?

Tell me, cuz I'm always here with open ears
Help me, cuz I'm out here stopping for my fears
I can't ever grow cuz I'm stuck in the rewind
How I got the most dreams but I'm always left behind?