Lyrics Patience - 2.brkn

My patience is thin
I'll go out on a whim
That the things we had planned just would never exist
And I know that were young but I wish I weren't dumb
Cause the hope you gave me only left me hung
A perilous time I don't know if it's worth it
I never gave up on the hunt for a merchant
To sell me my life back
I know I wont find it
But somehow I feel like I'm closer than I have been

Reaching for hope I lost my sanity on a journey to find something that I don't need
Time's of the essence I hope that message arrives to the ones I can't reach with my presence
Preaching I spoke to a man who was hurting
Despite nothing working he's still got dreams
Stop second guessing his life is a lesson derived from attention that he don't see

My patience is thin
I'll go out on a whim
That the things we had planned just would never exist
And I know that were young but I wish I weren't dumb
Cause the hope you gave me only left me hung
A perilous time I don't know if it's worth it
I never gave up on the hunt for a merchant
To sell me my life back
I know I wont find it
But somehow I feel like I'm closer than I have been

I've learned that time alone is just gift if you are patient
All these poems wrote alone without a soul inside my basement
Earning from my foes are greater than the ones I'm chasing
You can learn a lot from seeing all these funny ugly faces
Of the people who will use you till your breaking at the surface
They can't take away you're purpose
Lemme tell that your beautiful
In your own regards I know we all got different cards that we ain't choose but ain't that beautiful

My patience is thin
I'll go out on a whim
That the things we had planned just would never exist
And I know that were young but I wish I weren't dumb
Cause the hope you gave me only left me hung
A perilous time I don't know if it's worth it
I never gave up on the hunt for a merchant
To sell me my life back
I know I wont find it
But somehow I feel like I'm closer than I have been