Lyrics PLOT - 4ria

If I dial it back
Will I just die in denial?
Or rap about my dire needs
Violent as facts
Potent as ricin in vials compact
Supplied to combat
New daily spirals attached to survival
And that brand new cycle will last
At least my lifetime
I'd reach for a lifeline
But that shit feels like it's defeat
I do not like your deceit
That may ignite all the times that I speak of my truth
I abused, I withdrew
I've been through all the blues
Here's a clue to get through you
Bitch, fuck who you choose to decide to confide in
And live as one glued to
I don't think I ever knew you
I don't think I ever want to
At this point, I wish to just fucking taunt you
With this joint, I wish to just fucking haunt you
When I am ghost, I'll look gaunt too
Calm to the touch
I've withdrawn from such awful emotion
That cost me devotion
Often just chosen these verses
Hand woven, they're open
I'm hoping that coping with notions will hold up my motive
Loathing despite rants with hype and excitement
Might land new heights cause I'm nice man
Alright man
Strike them with spite
Until I break the mic stand

Every time I feel it's time to stop
I get the itchin' for the plot
To fuckin' thicken till I'm tickin' like the clock
Can't stop
Living like a villain till I pop
Pickin' up and trippin' till I rot
Every time I feel it's time to stop
I get the itchin' for the plot
To fuckin' thicken till I'm tickin' like the clock
Can't stop
Living like a villain till I pop
Pickin up and trippin' till I rot

Pity be the cynic
I've been dealing with these itty bitty gimmicks
Never let them motherfuckers get the best of me
Fled the scene
Collecting dreams like amphetamines
Recipe to let them bleed out
Better peace out
Fucking freak out
Fickle on the beat
Catch a peak while I leak
Till I'm senile
See now, I seem down
The beats loud like my thoughts I can't keep out
Lethal since a fetus, drown feet down
When I'm wicked with the rhythm
Catch a beat down
Bitch, I'm committed
To giving this a sweet sound
Take a seat now
Got the heebee jeebies
Better leave me if you're weak now
Deep down, I'm feeling like I'm peaking
I'm seekin' something too creepy
Tweaking with my demons
Bitch, I'm leavin' if there's nothing to believe in
Give my all with every season
Bitch, I'm bleedin'
I've been keepin' all these secrets in the deep end
Fuck allegiance, I don't need 'em

Every time I feel it's time to stop
I get the itchin' for the plot
To fuckin' thicken till I'm tickin' like the clock
Can't stop
Living like a villain till I pop
Pickin up and trippin' till I rot
Every time I feel it's time to stop
I get the itchin' for the plot
To fuckin' thicken till I'm tickin' like the clock
Can't stop
Living like a villain till I pop
Pickin up and trippin' till I rot