Lyrics DEAD INSIDE - 81rexx

Praise be allah
Bless up to the guys
Lot of my niggas already died
Either by murder or suicide
Generation a impending genocide
Trumpets sounding we all finna die
Revelations playing ain't no picking sides
Either you skate or you slip and slide
We been living tryna cope inside
But all this pains been multiplied
The anguish amplified
A living hell and Earth can't hold the cries
The grave will hold our deepest secrets
I'm a artist so I spill all my deepest secrets
All my fears with fate
The stress that's on my plate
And the recession that's been choking plays
I been broke for bout 40 days

But I ain't ever been one to run and hide
Always been the one to find them, heal and guide
Be the one they come to, to confide
Don't want the real so I fed them lies
The truth'll leave them dead inside

Cause I'm dead inside (I'm dead inside)
I'm so dead inside (I'm so dead inside, yeah yeah)
Yeah, yeah
I'm dead inside (Oh, oh)
I'm dead inside (Yeah, yeah)
I'm dead inside (Oh, oh)
I'm dead inside
Yeah, yeah

Tryna understand my fundamental hunger
Is it the money, the bitches, is it the fun of
Do I make thunder for riches
Light up the game for these bitches
Or am I feeding my ego sundown to sun up
In the studio I'm writing 'til we come up
Getting little mamas to put they buns up
Tryna find a hobby outside of hitting hotties
But this hunger makes it hard for me to find one
This hunger makes it hard for me to cope right
Smoking and sex that's how I cope right?
I'm in her ribs on top arms flexing
She rubbing on my body ease my stressing
But as soon as we finish life comes back
Tryna relay the message through this soundtrack
To cope we gotta face our problems head on
Only way to really keep your head strong

But I ain't ever been one to go run and hide
Always been the one to find em, heal and guide
Be the one they come to, to confide
Don't want the real so I fed em lies
The truth'll leave em dead inside

Cause I'm dead inside (I'm dead inside)
I'm dead inside (I'm so dead inside)
Yeah, I'm dead inside
Yeah (I'm so)
I'm dead inside (Dead inside, oh oh)
I'm dead inside (Yeah yeah)
I'm dead inside (Oh oh)
I'm dead inside (I'm so)