Lyrics My Life (feat. Bvlly) - AR Paisley

Paisley
That′s what made me
But days like today
Man I swear got me fucked up
Man just listen

Uh yeah I just been living my life
Uh yeah cause I could just lose it tonight
Uh yeah don't live by the gun or the knife
Uh yeah I just hope they remember me right

My dog said he doing the race and that′s why they hiding their faces
I know that they'll beat all the cases
I know one day ima make it
Some days I don't wanna be famous
I swear that I′d rather be nameless
My name is a topic of conversation
Yeah cause that′s what the fame is
And they got a warrant out on my homie
Cause they wanna put him in jail
I told em If music was paying me better
I swear that I'd give him his bail
Told em I′m stuck in the booth I know that he stuck in a cell
The system is set up to fail just know I'll be sending him mail
Cops pull me over and casually search my whip and start harassing me
I′m a rapper why you after me
Fake shit give me allergies
Know my father would be proud of me
Took a year to get it outta me damn
Damn but this the way that it gotta be

Uh yeah I just been living my life
Uh yeah cause I could just lose it tonight
Uh yeah don't live by the gun or the knife
Uh yeah I just hope they remember me right

I hope they remember all the good that I′m doing
Cause I used to get it the wrong way
Out of town or the rob way
Them hoes fuck with me the long way
I ain't with the fake shit
They try to hate shit
I gotta watch who I'm hanging with
They tell you to pay shit
Never to save it
You gotta watch who you′re standing with
You focused on money, you′re doing it right
Battery in backs they shooting for hype
Get knocked for the body now he doing life
Used to live by the gun now he live by the knife
I can't let them take my energy
I can′t let them stop my take off
I ain't dealing with no frenemy
I ain′t dealing with any fake love

Uh yeah I just been living my life
Uh yeah cause I could just lose it tonight
Uh yeah don't live by the gun or the knife
Uh yeah I just hope they remember me right

I stop while I′m writing this shit
Thinking it is what it is
I'm writing this out to the kids
Cause they wanna live how we live
They see the way that we drink and we smoke and they wan try out the same
A lotta the times I can't even sleep and this is just numbing my pain
This for the people we loved and we lost
A couple a wins but we took a loss
All of this stress trying turn to a boss
I′m paying the price but what did it cost
Cut off my friends and I lost my pops
I lost some friends now what do I got
Still on the block chasing these thots
Stuck in this cycle like when will it stop
I stand on my two man I got this
Cut off people that′s toxic
Stick to the truth and I'm honest
All of the clout I′m beyond it
Close eyes so I can pray
I don't wanna see a tear drop
I hear the threats I see the cops
But I only fear god

Uh yeah I just been living my life
Uh yeah cause I could just lose it tonight
Uh yeah don′t live by the gun or the knife
Uh yeah I just hope they remember me right