Lyrics Seventh Heaven - Aani

I push back and hesitate
I don't know what I am saying
Try to find a better way
Feel my mind in desperation
All my life I hear them say it takes time to go away
But I think about you every day
Spend my life in meditation

Spend my life in meditation

Am I dreaming or awake?
Is this life or a vacation?
I forgot to communicate
Wound up in this situation
Thought I could resuscitate
Ended up asphyxiating
Now I sit and count the days
And I pray it's worth the waiting

And I pray it's worth the waiting

I tossed you in my sweater drawer
I meant it as a metaphor you
But maybe you're better off
With somebody who's better for you
I don't know if I'm ready for
The steady that I had before you
So I just go back and forth
But I can't ignore you