Lyrics Headcase - Abhi The Nomad feat. Local Foster

These days ain't been the same
Offended when they censor cams
And gritty beards turn hipster
I'll never be a nerd by chance
Fear those bitter in heart
A little "S" with the two lines through it so they're living in carts
Boolean with the truth and I'm used to suspect behavior
Enough dead already, who saved ya?
Roll dice try to beat the problems
Factual, fat chance you defeat the odds
Backhanded backgammon with the cost of life
An actual blind mice, lost in front of the answer
Sinking at the bottom of the sea, man
Uh, bukkake, lost in front of the answer
S'why I Miyagi the beat pad and flee past lines
That've been drawn in the sand
Stay preachin', ain't lose defense
Oooooh
(Yeah, nobody's taking my side in here)
Somewhere along the way I lost myself
Yeah, I lost myself (I lost myself)
I lost myself
Somewhere along the way it cost my health
Yeah, it cost my health (it cost my health)
It cost my health
All these voices in my head won't go away
They've built a paradise, it's my novocaine
So numb to the soul casing
I can't feel anything, I'm black and blue shaking
Oooooh
I'm black and blue shaking
Oooooh
I'm black and blue shaking
Anybody? Anything in inside?
Oh, I'm afraid of it
Close the blinds, mmm
In a stairway, stuck inside
I hear the doorbell ring
Look out the blinds, who is it?
Think I lost my head space/ black and
White, that's how death tastes/ I'm getting
Real sick of my desk,
Clock ticks slow down, mother fuck a day job, who needs a
Nest egg/ ya, ya,
Ya I've been kicked out my nest, I guess I'll never see those bed
Stains/ again,
All of my bags are dead weight/ the meds all pouring out my likes for
Def things/ let the creek run dry/ mind
Sleeps, while Im hiding, I always peep one
Eye/ internet kids, never beat my odds,
So leap behind/ let the creek run out/ mind
Sleeps, while my eyes steep,
I always know to keep one down/ from me to me
There will always be one crown
All these voices in my head won't go away
It's my paradise, it's my novocaine
So numb to the soul casing
I can't feel anything, I'm black and blue shaking
All these voices in my head won't go away
They've built a paradise, it's my novocaine
So numb to the soul casing
I can't feel anything, I'm black and blue shaking
Oooooh
I'm black and blue shaking
Oooooh
I'm black and blue shaking