Lyrics My Way - Ali Al Hashimi

Yeah
What the fuck is all this pain
I can't even fathom it I'm feeling so ashamed like
It's all so wrong that I can't even explain
What I've done to put myself in the dirt with my name

Have I tarnished my legacy or rekindled my faith
Have I fucked up a good thing and let it go all to waste
Counting 16 on my finger what the fuck is my taste
I can't leave I just need it but I need my space

My promise needs to stay and it needs to kept
It's something that seems hard that I need to accept
This is what Allah had told me that is what he had said
And I don't need to stay loyal never let it leave my head but

It's just so crazy
This love just seems so fugazi
My mind just seems blank and hazy
And I'm feeling really lazy
I just need a little break
From the time that is at stake
But it's too much of an effort to make me stay awake like

Oh boy
I'm a bundle of joy
I'm a little nightmare wrapped up in a toy
I'm a piece of ass all I do is just annoy
All I do is act so desperate and go around destroy

My relationships
Darkening like the face of a solar eclipse
Can't be missed
But when I aim at the target all I do is miss
Apocalypse
Seems like that's my life as you witness this
Super script
My life seems scripted all I do is cry myself to sleep

Spending every week
Moving to a new girl as I go mentally weak
And I distance away oh my god I'm such a neek
What the hell have I done I'm such a fucking freak

Like a mentally disabled learner driver on your highway
Nothing that I've ever lived is gonna go my way
I'm gonna die bipolar and this really isn't my way
How many times do I have to repeat that's it not my way

I travel all these miles like a motherfucking broadway
My act is nothing special it's just a depressing ballet
My starter was the shittest but then there was the entree
It's so unappetizing it's a Chuck E. Cheese buffet

When I die yes I know it's the lord's day
But I've done wrong and I've betrayed him it's not your way
It is my way
Yes it's my way
Who cares what you say, but I said that's it's my way