Lyrics Intimate As Friends - Alyssa Thomas

Don't know how to admit that i'm scared
To get too attached when you're standing there
I hate myself for wanting you still
Getting fucked up cause you're in my brain
And it's 2am i'm feeling insane
Are you thinking of me you're just so far away

And maybe I should've stayed in your head but nowhere close to who you are in bed
Cause we were being intimate as friends
It got too close I couldn't handle it
You say you love me I said it back
You knew I meant it
I meant
Every word
Every touch
I don't know why I can't handle it when it gets close

I don't know why I can't handle it when it gets close

Your hands in my hair all over my waist
I love how you feel and the way you taste babe
But I know I can't keep it

Cause i'm getting emotionally attached
I didn't know it would hurt this bad to be so close
So i'll let you go

And maybe I should've stayed in your head but nowhere close to who you are in bed
Cause we were being intimate as friends
It got too close I couldn't handle it
You say you love me I said it back
You knew I meant it
I meant
Every word
Every touch
I don't know why I can't handle it when it gets close

What if I wasn't just in your head
And we were in person together again
Would it still hurt like this
Or could we be intimate as friends

Maybe I should've stayed in your head but nowhere close to who you are in bed
Cause we were being intimate as friends
It got too close I couldn't handle it
You say you love me I said it back
You knew I meant it
I meant
Every word
Every touch
I don't know why I can't handle it when it gets close

I don't know why I can't handle it when it gets close ahh
I don't know why I can't handle when it's close