Lyrics Soul - Amalgamation

Switching up my style
Time to let my mind run
Time to really go wild
Been awhile since I've shown this side of myself
But still not about the wealth
Always keep it subtle showing stealth
Lived a big portion of my life in a bubble
Might still be stuck in the box
Till I decide to go outside and talk a walk
Yeah just take a little hike
Simple beats and rhymes
But that's cause I'm just getting started
Wait where was I going with this again
I don't know
Oh wait
Oh yeah, here we go
Sometimes you gotta slow it down
Just to speed it right back up, capiche?
Informal, introspective
Diving deep into my brain
For the hundred and fifteenth time
Yeah just go ahead and complain
Got to do it just to see we're all going insane
Whatever that even means
Going supreme
Going that supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
Hopefully I get it this time
Yeah it's about time for me to know this
Getting back into the same game
That we all play
Just to show that I'm the man that runs it
Cause I was never even in it from the moment I was born
Always been a little abnormal and definitely
More brittle and shy than the guy I am today
Still might be introverted, inadvertent
Might say that I'm trying to cover myself up
From the defensive scarecrows that people place
All over this world
Seeing things from as many angles as possible
Till I hit em with the opossum
Play dead
With the eyes squinting
Sitting in my ass
In my room
Legs crossed
Ping ponging in my mind
Entangled by the ropes
Arms spread
Dreading the time when I have to be it again
Writing lines and lines and lines
Trying to rhyme about who or what I am
Bring it all the way back to the green eggs and ham
Bring it all the way back to the beginning
Going deeper
Diving through all the layers
Take the stairs instead of the elevator, escalator
How much later is it now?
Only been a few minutes
Forever chilling
Call me the villain of this world
Acting like a white knight, bitch
More like call me batman
ADD flowing through me
While your girl just blew me
Wish that you could sue me
Leave the beat on replay tv on in the background
While I figure out what to say in my raps

Flow so quick and slick the way my rhymes come out silky smooth
Just like melted butter, I was born to do this shit
My plan since I was just a little kid
Knew music was I really wanted
And people to share it with
But only the ones that keep it real
Which forever be my deal
Sealed up like a letter in the mail
Don't let anybody know it
And by it I mean where I'm going
Till I'm already there
Or I'm on my way
All the way up to the top
Forever pressing my luck
Intention and perception
It's quite inevitable
All these in-testable, indigestible, mother fucking posers
Putting out beats that they show that they took no time
Act like they have you taking a seat in their show
But my flow like a fine wine
Oh yeah
Got all these ladies hustling after me
While I'm just bussing another table
You wish you were capable of matching my work
But your morals
Are only aligning with the squirrels of the world
Only chasing after nuts
But most of us are stuck in our own little ruts
It's about time that you got your comeuppance
People asking me where is this coming from?
Straight out the dome like a bullet to your brain
Feeling maimed
Time moves faster when your drunk
And slower when you high
But when you're tripping
Almost like nicotine that dopamine flowing all through your body
Call me sodom and gomorrah
That's my soul talking
While I'm filling more shake into my bowl
Getting higher
Wondering when it will be time for me to expire
About time for me to lay down to the Earth
Is life the way that we made it really worth it?
Sure it's pretty cool
Got a pool in your backyard
Will you allow me to swim this time?
Third time is when I get a win
Spinning and spitting all these rhymes
Hopefully you get time to sit down and listen
A commission that's constantly rounding through my brain

What does going insane really even mean
Nobody really knows
Sit down and tell what parts of this life have you absolutely seen
Hone my craft
Tell me why are so many people afraid to simply be alone
Putting down the phone
Getting all the way back down to the Earth
Seeing so many things that you don't need to keep it going
Always flowing, got me looking like the motion of the ocean
But with a stone face
No place on this world that you don't belong
We're all quietly singing our own little song
But not out loud
Nobody want to really draw a crowd
Attention missing from the beginning
Till you think that they get it
But I must not have said the right words
Go back to just being Ferb
Hardly spilling, except for winning
The laugh just finds a way to make it out
So many people living in their minds
No wonder it's hard to find that perfect moment
Wish to keep it frozen
Keep on posing just to fit in
Hopefully you'll be able to find your way back to it again
All alone in my room always solving the puzzle
The way I'm zooming got people thinking that they got on a muzzle
Always a man of my word
Unless you decide to push me
Or playing some stupid game
Not chasing perfection
But being the best me that I can be
Thinking that I need to free up the blank canvas of my mind
Or add a little more color to the madness
Trying cut the sadness down to an all time low
Just to keep it going
Mowing some rich peoples' yards
Just to make a quick buck
Man fuck
I wish that I could live like them
Got a big house, and four cars in the drive way
But then again not really about that materialistic spouse
Call me tom the way I'm pouncing on all the jerrys
Starting shit
Lyrical murderer
Visionary
Going fuller into the woods or up in the mountains
Eating from the tree of life
Or is it the knowledge of good and evil?
Who knows
None other than the supposers
World is full of a bunch of dozers
While I'm just sitting said it once
But forever chilling in the room
With the psilocybin
By myself yeah
Yo
I don't know