Lyrics Dreams - An Kay

Waking up and feeling numb
Overwhelmed and feeling dumb
Don't know where it's coming from
Holding in all of the pain
Wonderin when the feels will fade
Put a smile on my face
It's a struggle everyday

What's the use In waking up
Have no reason to get up
I just wanna sleep all day
Sleep all of my fears away
(This is my only escape)

Don't gotta think about you
And what you put me through
When I'm awake I
Feel like I'm dying inside
When I'm asleep all
Of my dreams come alive
Dreaming of a day when I
Can forget about you
Hoping for a light to save me
From the darkness
That you had
Consume me

Sat down with my therapist
Gave me meds to hide the pain
Want to stop yet you insist
Start to think that I'm insane
All of my anxiety
Starts to take a hold of me

What's the use In waking up
Have no reason to get up
I just wanna sleep all day
Sleep all of my fears away
(This is my only escape)

Don't gotta think about you
And what you put me through
When I'm awake I
Feel like I'm dying inside
When I'm asleep all
Of my dreams come alive
Dreaming of a day when I
Can forget about you
Hoping for a light to save me
From the darkness
That you had
Consume me

My demons grew
From all the love that I gave you
(The darkness consumed me)
Just wanted to break free
Your grasp was so tight
I could barely see the light

What's the use In waking up
Have no reason to get up
I just wanna sleep all day
Sleep all of my fears away
(This is my only escape)

Don't gotta think about you
And what you put me through
When I'm awake I
Feel like I'm dying inside
When I'm asleep all
Of my dreams come alive
Dreaming of a day when I
Can forget about you
Hoping for a light to save me
From the darkness
That you had
Consume me