Lyrics Optimism (feat. CashBlack) - Anonymous

I live my life on a day to day basis getting paid the minimum wages
Wondering where the did the day went so I stay high and I stay bent
But I still push my feet on the pavement
Cause I can't go to the hole I was caved in
Done with depression and all of it's lessons
I know my blessing no longer stressing
About the little shit not a little bit
Grateful got a pot to piss in
Got tunnel vision optimistic
Got a dream got a vision
That's why I thank my god I'm gifted
Watch and witness stop and listen
Dropping wisdom rock your system
To elevate your mind with the thoughts I'm giving
I use to say to myself I'm going to find another way I'll find another way
I use to say to myself I'm going to ride the night away I'll ride the night away
I'm going to do what I got to do yeah
I'm going to do what I'm going to do
Yeah I'm going to do what I got to do
I'm going to do baby what I got to do
Ayo man I remember
Times were cold like December
Felt my life was lost in the ruins
Didn't have a clue in what I was doing
So I kept boozing like it's the blues and
Just to cover all the scars and the bruises
Asking who's this at my reflection
No sign of hope no sign of direction
Just me and my imperfection
No answers just questions
Like tell me why do I exist?
Will I ever reach a state of mind full of bliss
Never felt so low riding solo
What doesn't break you makes you stronger right?
The fact I'm alive I should honor right?
That kept me going on them longer night's
I use to say to myself I'm going to find another way I'll find another way
I use to say to myself I'm going to ride the night away I'll ride the night away
I'm going to do what I got to do yeah
I'm going to do what I'm going to do
Yeah I'm going to do what I got to do
I'm going to do baby what I got to do