Lyrics open - Ashlynn Malia

It′s gonna take some getting used to
Any attention from you
'Cause I don′t wanna make the wrong move
You know I care about us too
Naturally I'm nervous and I'm trying not to be
But then I start thinking if I let you in
You won′t like what you see
It′s making me quieter and quieter and quieter and quieter

I know it's not on purpose
It′s actually more my fault than yours
But I feel like I don't deserve you
I′m still a little immature
It's only ′cause I think too much,
It gets so dark sometimes
And when you say you wanna get to know me
I'm convinced that it's a lie
It′s making me quiеter and quieter
Morе closed off, more unsure
I′m giving you everything that I can give
And still I wanna give you more

And there are things I haven't told you
About myself, I can′t afford to
Oh, I'm trying to be more open
But it′s harder than you think
I never had a social life
I never knew what love was like, and
I don't know what is wrong and what is right
I don′t what I'm still supposed to hide

I'm trying to be more open, be more open
But I can′t let you inside
I′m trying to be more open, be more open
But I can't let you inside
I′m trying to be more open, be more open
But I can't let you inside
Oh, I′m trying
Oh, I. I. I. I.