Lyrics Hidin’ - B3ric

See me now I ain't hidin'
But let me go back
How long have we been ridin'
I'm hidin' (huh), I'm hidin' (huh)
My hiding's been my hide, man, (what)
My hide man, (what) My hide man, (what)
Past relations with you prodigals
Used to hide inside walls
I'm hidin' (huh), I'm hidin' (huh)
Known around for hidin' and raps
Focusin' so I could run laps
I sealed all I could conceal
Never hid it back becoming real
Hidin' (huh), hidin' (huh)
Drew a line between pride an' hidin'
They love to make it more than beef
Time to show them to turn a leaf
Hidin' myself away, hiding from this newer town
I'm quiet the most shy 8 year old ever around
Scared to meet other people, scared to get embarrassed
Scared of having too much fun, scared of no fun
Scared to die, Scared about my life ahead of me
Scared of the dark, scared of seeing the light
Scared of my mom and scared of my dad
Scared of being unhappy and always being sad
Scared of getting out there and never coming back
Scared I'll never make any new friends here
Scared of everything, I haven't seen anything
I had a girl who liked me and very few friends
I had a way bigger house with many memories
Remember he, my brother we had a Wii
Even VHS feels like we left it all behind
Never felt anything, felt like I always cried
Excited for this new house, didn't know everything would be new
Left it all behind, I'm too unaware
Too shy, too scared I'll get caught
By my parents too scared I'll get a whoopin'
Scared of the pain scared of being hurt
Scared to speak up and get looked down upon
Scared of being too scared and everyone knows I'm scared
Scared of guys bigger than me since I'm only a kid
How long have we been ridin'
I'm hidin' (huh), I'm hidin' (huh)
My hiding's been my hide, man, (what)
My hide man, (what) My hide man, (what)
Past relations with you prodigals
Used to hide inside walls
I'm hidin' (huh), I'm hidin' (huh)
Known around for hidin' and raps
Focusin' so I could run laps
I sealed all I could conceal
Never hid it back becoming real
Hidin' (huh), hidin' (huh)
Drew a line between pride an' hidin'
They love to make it more than beef
Time to show them to turn a leaf
Now, I ain't got too much I gotta hide
Cool kid, I guess, I got a lot of pride
Still I didn't talk to anyone else—
Guess I'm thinking they would hit me up somehow
Oh well at least I'm enjoying life—
I'm balling so I'm staying home Wednesday nights
I'm starting to like this sleep on Sunday mornin'
Starting to like middle school but people like juuls
But imma stay as blunt as a sober teen can get
And if I get this wifey I would—
I aged rather quickly yet I haven't matured
I'm tough with a skinny frame but no design
No plans yet maybe we start podcast or something
Maybe I just watch YouTube and play video games
Maybe just maybe I should stay in my room all day
Maybe I'll try to get out and off of the bench
Maybe others will accept me imma try that
Chill with most I got good karma in my heart
Still they don't wanna hit me up and talk
Don't know if I could blame them I wouldn't either
Just a 13 year old that's calm and collected
Pretty respected, chin wasn't checked
Lusts and immaturity wouldn't help him a lot
Not easily satisfied I'm still looking to sought
Got into porn, cursing like every other teen
See it in the world seen what the world has seen
Keepin' it onna side account away from other eyes
Wantin' a girl only for sex and to keep ties
How long have we been ridin'
I'm hidin' (huh), I'm hidin' (huh)
My hiding's been my hide, man, (what)
My hide man, (what) My hide man, (what)
Past relations with you prodigals
Used to hide inside walls
I'm hidin' (huh), I'm hidin' (huh)
Known around for hidin' and raps
Focusin' so I could run laps
I sealed all I could conceal
Never hid it back becoming real
Hidin' (huh), hidin' (huh)
Drew a line between pride an' hidin'
They love to make it more than beef
Time to show them to turn a leaf
Now, the world is such a different place
Fear is easily visible in everyone's face
It's so encouraging to promote what's wrong
I see everything I see how the struggles turn into growth
I see how the weak are nobody til somebody kills em
I see that we are all trapped and a way out
I see those who are already doomed
You don't know nobody go back outside
Go away from your home and meet everybody
You need to learn how to have, faith that's how you succeed
Take what you learned from your journey when problems arise
You need someone to talk to I don't know what to say
I know he'll tell you, he never knew you
I could help you that's the reason why I'm here and why I hear
Every little thing that goes on I hate to hear
I have a friend who hears and it makes him sad
So I started working on myself I got nothing to hide
I'm not scared no more of being judged
People are going to hate me, that is just life
Pharisee's in my business askin' me when I'll drop
Asking me where I see myself in 5 years
I said I want to be 23 still looking at 24
The way 24 was looking at 23
So when I was 8 I was looking up to 24
That was my role model and that's my father
My first one isn't there much anymore
I only see clips of him every now and then
Don't see my father often he got his own apartment
What else do I got to hide?
Shown more than I've ever shown before
Still I'm at peace more so than ever before
I'm done with the hiding there's no reason to wait
My heart found a surgeon the way my soul found a friend
So now, and now I've started to fully grown
The way they see me and my art
Is different than what I'm saying in my heart
Ask me about it I don't say anything anymore
I know you don't care that's why I don't got an album every week
I've started to be grown I don't want it to be about myself
I ain't telling you anything anyways quit your yappin'
You ain't special I ain't telling you ifs or what's next
I've grown I don't wanna hide no more
Things has happened there's many consequences
I've grown I'm grown enough to know it was deserved
Whoever is captured will be thrust through
And all who are caught will fall by the sword
I found you
It's time to talk