Lyrics Close to Me - Ballyhoo!

All these things I do to keep you close to me
And every day's another day from what we used to be
I don't know what I've been thinking
'Cause this is much like hell
It's days like this, I must insist
I'm not doing so well
Oh no, get lost in you
Like you know, I often do
And I wonder if you're proud of me
If you can hear me, shout at me
I need to kill this doubt in me for good
So help me now to let you go
So I can live
I think about these last 10 years
And what they've done to me
And I don't think it's worth it
'Cause it's just not fun to me
What if I just killed myself
And never spoke again?
Could you make your way back through the darkness
And meet me at the end?

Oh no, get lost in you.
Like you know I often do.
And I wonder if you're proud of me.
If you can hear me shout at me.
I need to kill this doubt in me for good.
So help me now to let you go.

So I can live
So I can live

Oh no, get lost in you.
Like you know I often do.
And I wonder if you're proud of me.
If you can hear me shout at me.
I need to kill this doubt in me for good.
So help me now to let you go.
So help me now to let you go.
So help me now to let you go.

So I can live
A-oh, So I can live
A-oh, So I can live
A-oh, So I can live