Lyrics Confessions of the Mask - Bboy Ninja

Trauma depression anxiety and pain
This is what ive always had inside of my brain
With each situation my mind fragmented into pieces
But I cured my d-i-d by smoking all of these strains
And its strange how i always feel that i am at range
Way past arms length and trapped in a cage
If this beast get unleashed then he will just rage
Cus he has always been abused by life at every age
He never adapted to the times it just adapted to him
From an early age he rhyme but this life will make you sin
Theres a darkness inside us all and i tried to tame mine
I used my evil against evil like a fire fighting fire line
Had dreams of being a hero, but nightmares im a villain
I dont wanna end up a zero but for the better ill kill them
Never played it as a game even when my head was against that gat
Cant believe i made it out alive almost pult my top back

Did petty crimes to try and learn the tricks to the trade
Met the connects but never got caught in no raid
Like oliver with the bratva this is all just training
But when im masked up watch out if im aiming
Never had no gat but i might bring the bow back
I flipped the script and found a way to make a quick stack
Fuck with the competition and getchu some of whats owed
This vigilante shit might be the payoff like its all diamonds and gold
A therapist would say im having a mental breakdown
But i just cant take the way the world is now
I just needed a fucking way to release this pain though
I just needed a fucking way to control my anger hoe
I just needed a way to quiet all the personalities of mine
I just needed a new path or a way or a sign
If you havent been through what i have then dont fucking ask
This is the most youll get as far as confessions of the mask