Lyrics Terminally Ill - Buddhakai , Termanology

Well it′s been awhile since I spit on a beat like this, you know it
Termanology, yeah, Buddhakai, c'mon, Let′s go

There might've been a minor misunderstanding
That we missed in the planning where the fists started landing
But have you come to grips with the man in the mirror
Nothing's clearer if you can′t understand him now
You wanna focus on haters you gonna get the haters
Put up defenses from anything that′ll infiltrate us
High fences and trenches with swimming alligators
I'd rather focus on what it′s going to take
To be the absolute greatest
That's irregardless of the pain where I′m practically a sadist
I don't say it just to say it I dish it then I can take it
I stick with what I create without fishing for validation, no
See, between me and the destination
Of feeling I finally made it there isn′t a separation, Let's Go
And after crushing like everyone of my obstacles
I've come to terms with who I am, terminologist

They told me that I′ve been terminally ill I′ve been dying my whole life
But now I wanna live like tonight's my last night
La la live like tonight′s my last night, uh oh uh oh
They told me that I've been terminally ill I′ve been dying my whole life
Now I wanna live like tonight's my last night
I wanna live like tonight′s my last night, uh oh uh oh

For me, that means give it the highest percentage
Won't talk about it less I live it I'm spittin my life sentence
Pull out the wisdom like seeing the right dentist
I′m beating the mic senselessly bleeding for life lessons, Gottem
See when you burn then you learn
Now I′m able to skip the lines on the amount of money I earn
And you could call it some out of turn shit, I'm outta line
But you must be out of your mind if that isn′t what you're concerned with
I′m taking everything this world has to offer me
The train station to Park Ave, Monopoly
And every challenge that scares the ba'geegles outta me
I′m looking deep into my shit colonoscopy
I'm talking MOBB DEEP, peace to Prodigy
And flip the switch to the Evil Knievel side of me
Now that I know that God in me
I'm bout to show the whole world what I got in me

They told me that I′ve been terminally ill I′ve been dying my whole life
But now I wanna live like tonight's my last night
La la live like tonight′s my last night, uh oh uh oh
They told me that I've been terminally ill I′ve been dying my whole life
Now I wanna live like tonight's my last night
I wanna live like tonight′s my last night, uh oh uh oh

Always write it from the heart, Hood Politics
Keep it dark like rap music in 96
I'm Jedi mind tricks, Mixed with the Gravediggaz
Might sit and crack a smile but I'm STRAIGHT Business
I create my reality, I′m a shape shifter
Fine grapes with dinner and then it′s STRAIGHT liquor
My flow mess with ya brain, it's like paint thinner
I′m a sinner, hope my baby mamma ain't bitter
My flow spray up the block, Ya flow paint glitter
On a model or a stripper, Champagne sipper
Always pray, every night before I hit the bed
Thank the Lord that I′m here and my kids fed
I got family and a roof over my head
Cuz Lord knows it could have been - God bless the dead
Both eyes, Arm, Leg, Leg, Arm, head
You do good, You get good, That's what my mom said

They told me that I′ve been terminally ill I've been dying my whole life
But now I wanna live like tonight's my last night
La la live like tonight′s my last night, uh oh uh oh
They told me that I′ve been terminally ill I've been dying my whole life
Now I wanna live like tonight′s my last night
I wanna live like tonight's my last night, uh oh uh oh