Lyrics Save Me - Camira the Rapper feat. Taiaha

This is the life I live
Hit 'em with a stifled grin
Business is
Crimes and sins
Twisted and pray upon the child within
Look into his mind's eyes, Grim
Reaper, Jesus Christ that's him
Bring a fist to a knife fight
This is the life I live

Man I feel it
I feel the Devil shaking me
He out here breaking me
I dunno where he's taking me
I'm not religious
That why God's forsaken me?
Left me on my own with these thoughts
Without embracing me?
I'm on the edge
And I ain't the one that gives up
But I've been having visions in my kitchen
With my wrists cut
Nip/tuck, bleed it out
I can't get up
Coz I've been so low for so long
That this shit's stuck
My mother told me to pray
I kinda laughed it off
Like this is something that could be fixed
Just by asking God
I'll take her advice
Mark it off, then pass it off
But now I gotta think deeper
Am I in charge or not?
I'm scared to think that there's a higher power
I kinda cower
Spending every minute hidden
From my finest hour
They gave me pills to take
And as I devour
I pledge an oath to myself
This is my kind of vow

This is the life I live
Hit 'em with a stifled grin
Business is
Crimes and sins
Twisted and pray upon the child within
Look into his mind's eyes, Grim
Reaper, Jesus Christ that's him
Bring a fist to a knife fight
This is the life I live

Man I've been up for days
I need to sleep
Stuck in a dreamer's dream
Right where the streets'll meet
I feel numb
Like all the time, I'll fall behind
If we can't have a heart to heart
Or give you all of mine
It's not enough to speak
I gotta show you
What I go through
In a hope to find the whole truth
So while we're here
I got some things I need to run
Why was I told I'd be the one
Then bereaved of love
I conceded funds
To see my dreams become
Reality, thy kingdom come
Thy will be done
See this is God's plan
I gotta show strength
But I'm becoming a broke man
To no end
And I'm still wandering
Tell me where to go, then
I'll put my faith in you
If you let this show end
So you could hate me
Beat me, berate me
But I won't turn my back
Coz I need you to save me

This is the life I live
Hit 'em with a stifled grin
Business is
Crimes and sins
Twisted and pray upon the child within
Look into his mind's eyes, Grim
Reaper, Jesus Christ that's him
Bring a fist to a knife fight
This is the life I live

Change me, save me
From living this life I live
Change me, save me
From living this life I'm in

This is the life I live
Hit 'em with a stifled grin
Business is
Crimes and sins
Twisted and pray upon the child within
Look into his mind's eyes, Grim
Reaper, Jesus Christ that's him
Bring a fist to a knife fight
This is the life I live