Lyrics Where I Came From - Camira the Rapper feat. Boffa

See I've been living the bad things
The bad things
Dealing with back pain
From carrying this rap game
Waiting in the blistering cold
For four hours
Till the cash came
To find I couldn't act sane
We're not a family
All my friends have rap names
And remain hidden through the dark
Like the Batcave
I put the owness on me
I won't attach blame
Work to put my power in these hands
Tell me that's Strange
I've been playin with this dose
More than doctor's said
Coz the things I think
Haven't crossed my doctor's head
I bust my ass to pay these bills
Still I got these debts
Work to keep my neck above water
But I ain't stopping death
I gotta rep, hold it down
I feel I gotta flex
Free range in the coupe
You can't unlock the pen
Showcasing what you got's
Something that you're wanting, then
Find out how much you hate yourself
When you're not a trend

I ain't forget where I came from
Where I came from
Where I came from
Or who I am, no
I think you'll find that despite what's in my mind
In these very people's eyes
I am the man, though
Won't catch me sliding in their DM's
Or flexing on the gram, bro
But I chased dreams
Till I was running from my nightmares
And here I stand though

With an Unforgettable hook
I'm Swae Lee
But I'm not the same me
Now I'm medicating
I don't wanna be a slave to these pills
But with out them I can't heal myself
And I might try to... myself
Concentration bouncing back and forth
With tendencies I haven't thought
Since the last time that I had a thought
Maybe that part of my mind
Just hasn't formed
But I'm like 30 now
Is it too late for lab reports?
Was it in the stars?
A Capricorn trapped in war
I'm Loki scared of that thunder
That's classic Thor
Nothing fucks with me more
Than this distorted view
And opinion of myself
Maybe it's New York in you
I'm just tryna make sense
And keep it real clear
The good die young
So tell me why I'm still here?
There I go again
Overthink it all again
Said come back when you are better
Never going home again

I ain't forget where I came from
Where I came from
Where I came from
Or who I am, no
I think you'll find that despite what's in my mind
In these very people's eyes
I am the man, though
Won't catch me sliding in their DM's
Or flexing on the gram, bro
But I chased dreams
Till I was running from my nightmares
And here I stand though

Where I came from
A lot of wogs have come from
A beautiful home, two siblings
Two parents that ran a business
I was the youngest, loved in abundance
Never went hungry, always a fun kid
Until the rug got pulled up under me
What the fucks happening
Daddy's now packing his bags and packing the trunk
While mamma is cussing him out
Throwing around all these words
The what and the when and how, you're losing the house!?
Get the fuck out, look at us now
You're pulling us under and letting us drown
Drowning in debt, now I'm all upset
Cause papa just left, and mama is stressed
It's all going south!
Gotta thank my sis for holding it down
I'll never forget where I came from and how
I got myself out
The anger came in and started p-p-p-p-popping off rounds
An incident kid turned from humble to foul
With the wrong crowd, at the wrong place, at the wrong time
No I'm not fucking around
My mentality, at the time was wack to me
Then wrapped me in, the rapping scene
I'm practising, I'm practically in
Until my mind turns on me like
Boo! Ya fucking shit
I'll be a hurdle that you, will never conquer
Ain't that a bitch
That's when I broke free, spread out both my wings
And flew to a place that I had never been
But I ain't forget where I came from
Camira wassup
I'll die for my blood, I'll die for any day ones