Lyrics Normal (feat. SXICIDE) - Carbine C

Junkies aspirations
Killing some time
Or its killing me
Either way
Im closer to the end
Closer to a trend
Closer to the end
Closer to a trend
Kill the stigmata
My odds up
All flawed up
Value its worth
Eat all the earth
Kill myself
Hope for better rebirth
Better stay in this hearse
Cause I've lost my worth
Just a pathetic motherfucker
Waiting for something that makes me hunger
But I leave behind
Something that held me above
Something worth fighting of
I just grow weary so im fucking giving up

Fuck my luck
But I try to duck
Oh so weary thought
Keep above the fraught
I no longer wish to rot
Grow from whats been taught
Don't get lost
Stay up fuck these lames fuck the game
Fuck these lames fuck the game

I want to
Feel alive
I want you
To hate inside
I want to
Feel fine
I want you
To feel inside
I want nothing
Then I will hate no more
I want to
Feel alive
I want you
To hate inside

Got to be worth it
Get out of this pit
The muck
I've seem to stuck
Call me kerosene
Cause I leave the scene looking clean
Call me obscene but its like the loop
Got me duped
Feeling: fuck it all
Feeling numb to it all
Fuck everyone till I fall
Thats my call to close the curtains
Certain to leave this all behind
I will find my light my blight in sight
Suicide been in the name
Great brain attempting suicide
Shits on my mind
Like my uncle
But more humble
No thoughts of other lives
Just mine with a chuckle
Facing war
Say no more
Call me Hemingway

I want to
I want you
I want to
I want you