Lyrics In - Carrie: The Musical, Ensemble

Stop, go, who am I? move! ha! come on, come in
Father, mother, preacher, teacher
Failure! Am I? Am I? Am I?
No! am I? am I (stupid?) am I hopeless? am I?
Violence! silence! broken, used, black, bruised
What about me? what about me? I dream! I drown! I wait!

Everyday, I just pray, every move I make is right
Where I go, who I know
Will I be alone on saturday night?

And I worry, what if I stand out one bit?
I worry, what can I possibly do to fit in?
Perfect clothes, nose, the perfect skin, face, all ace!

Both my folks, total jokes
All they do it chew my ass!
Blah, blah, blah, blah
They should just be glad I made it to class

I don't worry, if I blow my SAT's
I worry, what can I possibly do?
To squeeze in, pow! why not now? when will I belong?
Look where I am, damn! my whole life feels wrong!
What if I do snap? holy crap!
I'd crawl out of my skin! and so would you
'Cause life just doesn't begin until you're in

Don't you all have somewhere to be?
There's somewhere I'd like to be Miss G
What are you Mr Nolean, 12?
Tommy Ross, watch those hands and definitely no tongue!
Yes ma'am!

Hey you two, get a room!
And you Chris Hargensen
Lose the gum before glass
Where should I put it, Miss Gardener?
Anywhere you like, just get it out of your mouth
Carrie White, get a move on, gym class in two minutes!

Hah, hah
God, it's rough stayin' tough
Wonderin' what the world will say
Make a plan, be a man
All this frickin' bullshit gets in the way!

I go crazy, nobody cares what it does to me
It's crazy! I would go out of my mind
To be in shit! In is it! what comes close to that?
Until you've been, in, you ain't where it's at
'Cause when you're out, well, life is hell
You can never win, there's no doubt
That life just doesn't begin until you're

Aaaaaw!
Way to go, Carrie!
Yeah, way to blow it!
Loser!
Hit the showers girls, go change up!

Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name
Thy kingdom come
Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven, amen

And someday, if I don't stand out one bit
Oh, someday, I may be normal enough
To fit in

Everyone jeez, shoot me please! put me out of my pain!
Am I a mess? yes! totally insane! If I am not missed
I don't exist, that's the greatest sin!
I'd rather be shot! 'cause, life just doesn't begin
Doesn't begin, doesn't begin
Doesn't begin, doesn't begin until you're in!