Lyrics The First Guy You Ever Kissed - Charlie Penn

I was once so deep in love
With a boy that I used to know
I never said a single word
Explain to me how I could
Always made me smile from ear to ear
Even on the darker days
And I miss him even if I don't feel that way anymore
And I miss him even if he'd never know

I was once so deep in love
With a girl that I used to know
I often said too many words
Explain to me how I could not
Always made me sigh from every part of the room
Ride into the darker days
And I'm grateful even if I don't feel that way anymore
And I'm grateful even if she'd never know

Sun will be rising soon
On a hopeful, brand new day
Hopeful in the sense that the beauty of it all is worth it
I know I deserve this, but would I be worth it?

Currently so deep in love
With a thought that I used to know
I never meant to cause any harm
Explain to me how I could not
I always knew this road was so tough
But this is my penance, to my dearest valentine
And I'd know that even if it do maim my heart forevermore
And I'd know that even if I'd never know

Sun will be rising soon
On a hopeful, brand new day
Hopeful in the sense that the beauty of it all is worth it
I know I deserve this, but would I be worth it?

Was I the first guy you ever kissed?
Try to make a mental note of what this is
And was I the first guy you ever kissed?
And even if not, I really do thank God for this

Why do I feel like drowning in my chest?
The claws of breath, they're climbing up my achey throat
They trip upon the vocal chords and whisper words
Count five things you see
Counting down to asking me

Was I the first guy you ever kissed?
Try to make a mental note of what this is
And was I the first guy you ever kissed?
And even if not, I really do thank God for this

So was he the first guy you ever missed?
Try to make a mental note of who this is
But was I the first guy you ever kissed?
And even if not, I really do thank God for this
And even if not, I really do thank God for this