Lyrics Sunrise Birthday Party - chxrles

Surprised notifications
What could be the occasion?
Am I on fifteen percent?
Or am I just trying to make sense of it?
Sunrise birthday party (yeah, yeah)
(Yeah yeah, woo, yeah)

Why would I still get nervous
Waiting for a reply?
Why are there still butterflies
Circling my stomach lining?
How could I be so wrong?
I don't believe in you leading me through
Gotta find how to improve, I'm gonna change me soon
And you better know that's true

This doesn't paint you as the villain, I'm the bad guy, baby
Or at least I did the deed that wouldn't seem alright, so maybe
You deserve an explanation for the grandiose displayed
All through my stupid, little gallery
I though that maybe we could fill it up
With brand new memories

But, like, does that seem kinda cheap?
Aware that I'm addicted
To the smooth, sweet hit of nicotine
What a de-stress, now we're having sex
Then we jump back into reality

No more fantasy
No more fantasy
It's a sunrise birthday party
No more fantasy
We just replay and repeat
And replay and repeat
And replay and repeat
And then we jump back into reality
Reality, real life