Lyrics Windowpain - Chris Jones

Sitting by the windowsill, wondering why time stands still
Staring into empty space, wondering why you took those pills
I left you at the hospital, your parents look at me in disgrace
Feeling like I lost it all, who knew you and me would end
And I won't cry
I told you it was a mistake, that me and her ever met
But you read me like a book and decided to do something rash
We always knew we're opposites, but I had thought that opposites attract
Where do you leave me now? A guilty conscience is all that I have left
And I wont cry
When I told you that I loved you so, I meant it till my last breath
But now it's all fucked up, you're with him and I feel dead
And I wont cry